A Letter to the One God has intended for me

My Beloved,
How are you? I've been thinking about you a lot lately. I was wondering what you would look like, how we would meet and how we would know that we have already found each other. Sometimes, it weakens me to think about these things but I just console myself with the fact the someday we would meet.

I've been waiting for you all my life and I know, somehow, you are waiting for me too. I just want you to know that I won't give up looking for you. No matter how many times I get hurt or fall down. No matter how many times I cry or break down. I would still be here waiting patiently for you, even if my tears are more than my laughter.

All I ask to God right now is to keep safe from all harm, for Him to stay by your side as we go on our journery in search of each other. I guess you better know by now that I'm not that pretty, smart or confident. I may not even pass as the woman of your dreams but I just wish that you would look overlook all my limitations and see the real me who is utterly, unceasingly, in love with you. I know that you are more than what I expected and I know that, that matter alone is unfair to you but I wish that you would still accept my love for you amidst my imperfections. And when you do give me the second glance and accept me, I know that you would teach me to be more than what I want to be. And together, we would grow more as a person in God.

This valentine's day made me anticipate our meeting more than it did any other day. And I hope that when that day comes we would find true happiness and love that no one else in this world could compare...

May God almighty grant me this wish... no matter how selfish it may seem...
and lastly, I want to say I Love You.. from the depths of my soul...

Your Dearest