Tuesday, April 18, 2006

First Love (english version)

Utada Hikaru

Once in a while
You are in my mind
I think about the days that we had
And i dream that these would all come back to me
If only you knew every moment in time
Nothing goes on in my heart
Just like your memories
How I want here to be with you
Once more

You will always gonna be the one
And you should know
How I wish I could have never let you go
Come into my life again
Oh, don't say no
You will always gonna be the one in my life
So true, I believe i can never find
Somebody like you
my first love

Once in awhile
Your are in my dreams
I can feel the your warm embrace
And I pray that it will all come back to me
If only you knew every moment in time
Nothing goes on in my heart
Just like your memories
And how I want here to be with you
Once more
yah yah yah

You will always be inside my heart
And you should know
How I wish I could have never let you go
Come into my life again
Please don't say no
Now and forever you are still the one
In my heart
So true, I believe I could never find
Somebody like you
My first love
oh oh

You will always gonna be the one
And you should know
How I wish I could have never let you go
Come into my life again
Oh, don't say no
You will always gonna be the one
So true, I believe I could never find
Now and forever

Take my Heart Back
Jennifer Love Hewitt
If only...

It'll be alright
You said
Tommorrow
Don't you cry
Don't you shed a tear
When you wake up
I will still be here
When you wake up
We'll battle all your fears
And now I'll...

Take my heart back
Leave your pictures on the floor
Steal back my memories
I can't take it anymore
I've cried my eyes out
Oh,and now I face the years
The way you loved me
Vanished all the tears

Just a little more time was all we needed
Just a little time for me to see
Oh,the light that life can give you
Oh,how we get such a free
So now I'll...

Take my heart back
Leave your pictures on the floor
Steal back my memories
I can't take it anymore
I've cried my eyes out
Oh,and now I face the years
The way you loved me
Vanished all the tear

Grades and Registration

Bigayan ng grades kahapon... symepre medyo pressured ako..
Kasi naman I didn't do well sa zoology lecture at math... medyo tagilid ako...
Pero as a result ng prayers ko... pumasa naman.. at take note...
Hindi siya pasang-awa tulad ng inaasahan ko... hehehe...
So sobrang grateful ako kay Lord...

Today is registration day...
Hindi ko problema kung mauubusan ako ng magandang schedule...
Pero kung sino kasama ko sa schedule ko.. grabeh noh!!
Out of 3... 2 courses ay mag-isa lang ako.. as in walang ka-blockmate na kasama (BS PSY)
Okay lang... pero sayang... sayang talaga...

I'm a bit excited going back to school... This is truly the first time in 18 years that I was actually looking forward going to school... I do enjoy school now...
Unlike highschool...
I love my highschool pero I didn't feel as enthusiastic...
I guess today, in collage, I feel more inspired... more pushed to the limits...
It's stressing pero MASAYA... specially my blockmates... I love those guys... Thanks for making my first year in school special...

Anyway, Im still struggling... pero after I blog or watch a movie, I feel better... lalo na after reading the Word...

I feel like answering a survey... so, survey coming up... hehehe

Friday, April 14, 2006

Maudy Thursday...

I know it's already friday but I really need to post this...
I didn't had the time yesterday... arrived late at homw last night...
We did our traditional Bisita Inglesia... and visited 14 churches...
At first, I thought we couldn't finish all those churches but I'm wrong...
We finished it in the nick of time...
We actually combined doing the Bisita Inglesia and Stations of the cross...
So every church we recite one station...

Anyway, my struggle worsen (is that the right word?)... again...
I really hope it ends soon and find peace at last...
But still... i feel that it wont end before the LSS (Life in the Spirit Seminar)...
I feel this is something the struggle that I must face in facing the Seminar (being part of the working team...)

I also realized that I may not be the only one who is undergoing a struggle right now...
I affirm all the working team that you are doing a good job and do not give in easily to the struggle you are now facing... You're not alone... God Bless guys...

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

Right now.. im fighthing my own battle in my head and no one could help me...
It sounds ridiculous but true...
It's a struggle that started when I accepted the responsibility to be the flock coordinator of flock 3...
And until now, it has not yet ended...
It even worsen from day to day...
But it did not stop me from doing my duties...
Now, towards the end of my duties because of the nearing date of the LSS...
A bigger dilema comes my way...
The sad part is no one could help me... for no one would understand my problem...

I tried to comfort myself by reading the Gospel readings everyday...
It works for a short while then it's back to the devil whispering things in my ear...
And continuously distracting me...
I hate it...
I know my stand..
But why am I confused...

Sunday, April 02, 2006

Na-LSS lang po...

"Stickwitu" by Pussycat Dolls

I don't wanna go another day,
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind.
Seems like everybody's breaking up
Throwing their love away,
But I know I got a good thing right here
That's why I say (Hey)

[Chorus:]
Nobody gonna love me better
I must stick with you forever.
Nobody gonna take me higher
I must stick with you.
You know how to appreciate me
I must stick with you, my baby.
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stick with you.

I don't wanna go another day
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind.
See the way we ride in our private lives,
Ain't nobody getting in between.
I want you to know that you're the only one for me (one for me)
And I say

[Chorus]

And now
Ain't nothing else I can need (nothing else I can need)
And now
I'm singing 'cause you're so, so into me.
I got you,
We'll be making love endlessly.
I'm with you (baby, I'm with you)
Baby, you're with me (Baby, you're with me)

So don't you worry about
People hanging around,
They ain't bringing us down.
I know you and you know me
And that's all that counts.
So don't you worry about
People hanging around,
They ain't bringing us down.
I know you and you know me
And that's why I say

[Chorus x2]